Feeling hurt

Tonight, Im feeling very hurt. Yesterday I was being treated seriously horribly by my cousins fiance. The cousin who im suppose to be the maid of honor for this coming up august. Needless to say, after all is said and done from everything he said to me, i wont be standing up now. Im really hurt, no where near getting an apology, and feeling very belittled. Anyways, tonight im feeling defeated. Feeling like i just want to go to work and snuggle my babies. This week is going to be another long one. Lots of work and evening work and weekend work. And im already feeling burnt out just thinking about it. Hopefully itll be an easy week. :/ im feeling like i just want to tear our room apart or the office or something and just burn all my anger out by painting a room or cleaning every lil square inch. Ugh. Anyways, its been a long horrible weekend. I went over calories today. No surprise since we went out to eat for lunch and then went to my parents for supper. But thats alright. One bad day in a week or two isnt bad. :) Ive lost 5 1/2 lbs so far. Thinking bout chopping my hair off because i know if id do that with how thick my hair is id at least lose a few lbs. But thatd be cheating. Lol! Well see tho.. maybe ill go back to my hair being 2 inches long, spiked out the back! :P ...jk i dont think ill do that again. :) anywayyyys thats about all i no :) heres to hoping this weeks better!

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