Scared

The last few days I've been dealing with some stuff... This 'stuff' isn't easy to decide. And I'm 99% sure I've decided what I'm going to do, but every time I actually say to myself I've decided, I break down and cry. I'm very emotional about this topic, and have been praying a ton lately. I'm scared of how this all will play out, but I know God has a plan for me, and for us, and I honestly feel like he's leading me strongly to go this way that is now being shown to me. I lay awake at night trying to process everything out and over analyzing every single thing and then I remember God's in control and I just need to sleep. So I do, and I'm working on trusting him, taking this leap, and hoping that everyone affected by this understands. That's all I have to say right now. Goodnight!