For real

Right now I am going to be real. I for real can not just believe at all what all just went down. I may sound like a blubbering mess, but for now, I am sooo done. I am sooo not even going to go there. I have been called names that are SO unnecessary. I am SO livid. I am SO hurt. I am SO ready to cry, but am just holding it back. I not feeling good AT ALL, like I can not control my blood sugar at all today. I feel like passing out pretty much constantly. My bodys all out of wack. I over did at work so badly today, I am so going to pay for it. And tomorrow, my day off, I have to work for a different family. The family with 2 boys who are the worst children I've ever seen. I am so not looking forward to tomorrow. So I'm going to be real right now. Really real. I am going to go sit here, on my couch, eating my saltine crackers and sipping on some soda while watching the possible ending to the world series with my husband. I am going to go dream of Dayana and pick out stuff to send to her since I found out I can send a few more things then I thought I could. For now, I am going to really be real in my real life and be out of this social networking life. Way. Too. Much. Drama.